2022

​

I have been wondering where june is running to,i mean didn’t we just enter june and today’s 24 already? 

Been a while i wrote and not until yesterday,i never realized how fast 2022 had been and i must say that i am very surprised.

A lot has happened this year and i would love to update you guys on some; i got involved in a situationship and initially i thought that i had found “THE ONE”. my breakfast was served on a platter of Gold,it was a very hot breakfast and i cried so much,it was unlike me but i was in “LOVE”.

i was still healing when a lecturer in my school began to propose marriage to me,he said he wants to engage me and i was like me? i do not know whatever told him that i was interested in getting married because me as a person,i can’t even take care of myself yet not to talk of taking care of another person.

I have been so withdrawn to myself this year,the four corners of my room is my safest place, i had anxiety; i still have anxiety. i rejected meet up offers, i missed communities hangout because i was always anxious to go out. 

i didn’t want to be seen, it got worse to the extent that i couldn’t walk in my street whenever people are outside.

I lost my phone, the most painful part is my pictures that went with the phone, life without a phone is very boring honestly. 

incase God touches your heart,please bless me.

i hope to write again soon.

with love,fiyin.